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My thoughts of you has brought me down
You leaveing me has left me with a fround
Loesing all my friends one by one
Still not knowing what iv done
Suffering b/c of my past
I didnt know how long this would last
Still thoughts are known and memorys are shown
My past in the darkness has been reborn
Once again iv been left behind
And still ppl hates with no remine
How my past was like b4 will still go on forever more
No one knows if the story ends
As for my past it still begins
Hopeing one day for my past to be let go
But my past still haunts me even more
Still in the darkness hopeing it will end
But still within me it still begins
Rolling trpped in behind these doors
Sitting in a corner still wondering more
Will someone help me out?
Out of this darkness?
Open these doors that shows remakeness?
Give me a chance to come in the light?
Show me a way out of this fight?
The fight of darkness that throw me in?
Will someone be my light and fight this darkness within?
Still many quetions are asked
And still many not answerd
One big quetion still remaines
Is there a light for me that i could be in
Last forever in never to return to the doors of darkness?
Thoese quetion still stays there as she stays there traped
In the darkness
Thinking everyday
Is there a light for me that i could stay in but still i"ll fight the darkness with in
To find that light i"ll need some help to fight away the darkness with in
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At the begging it was all darkness then in the light hopeing to stay there without a fight but it was to late the fight was on once again with fright losesing the battle to stay in the light now back in the darkness hopeing for a stronger light