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Well I am just me I try my best to fit in and it is really hard. I write poetry and I have the posted on a web site if you want to know the site just mail me. I have gotten four published in less than two years the first on got published when I was 15 the last three got published in may. I wrote a poem to a friend that pased on and I ment every word of it I will name my first born daughter after her. and I hope she is as sweet as billie was and as I once was. I know I sound silly but know I make all my friend promise not to drink and drive or get into a car with some one who has been drinking cause if I lose anther friend the same way I lost Billi lynnete I will go crazy and stop eating I will not beable to take it. Billie always stood up for me and know I try to stand up for my self I use to be sweet and I still am just not all the time I lost my sweetness when she died. here recently I have been really sad I miss her alot and I do not know what to do anymore I try to forget about how she died but it is very hard to forget and hard to forget the day I for got I am now trying my best to get over it but days like this is hard raniy days are hard cause it was a rainy day when I was told "Amanda Billie died in a car crash" When I heard this I could not belive it I just sat there and cried on the way to school I still do I am right know I miss you Billie may you rest in peace. I will be with you when my time comes I am tryting to write a book of poems about love and about billie. If you knew me and went to school with me you would see how I am treated I cry almost everyday because of it I want to change things but I can't all I can do is write poems. want to read some here is the site www.poetry.com type my name in the search part amanda mine are the ten in the whole thig and just like you is the poem I wrote about billie if you like them let me know.
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