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I wish someone could tell me it's all going to be fine but I'll never be alright, I'm running and I'm crying but for what, I can't go on anymore with this lie, nothing is fine, does anyone even care if I die bleeding, this is beyond what I can take, is someone enjoying my suffering, am I someone's personal amusement, do they want me to stop breathing, I hope this all ends though I might have to pay the ultimate price, I can't be happy in the world of the living, does that mean it will only be worse in the land of the dead, I don't want to feel anymore so just shatter my life into pieces like worthless shards of glass, anything is better than this...