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Okay.... I really am gonna cry soon. I have not once cried over having to go on summer break. In fact, I normally celebrate. But this time I could be never seeing friends that I actually care a ton about. I love these guys and don't wanna lose them. The even sadder thing is that I am in love with one of them.... I don't like that idea..... The one I love is leaving me permanently... I may see them still, but not much... They're gone..... Along with all the rest....... Why me? I don't want school to end. I don't wanna go to their graduation, but I would hate myself for not going... I am gonna cry if I don't go... But I'll cry there if I do go.... Why? Why do people have a feeling of care?