I'm spinning around and around...my minds been in a loop for the past 48 hours. When it comes to family, there are knots of lies and small spots of truth. I hear so much but understand more then whats really there, I am over thinking everything. I wish I could just tune down my brain for a moment, thoughts seam so clouded and my mind is polluted like the lake we all live near. I'm sorry if this seams a bit EMO at the moment, I'm not meaning to be emotional and all of that. Its just I don't know what to do and my forked tongue seams to have stabbed someone. I need new things to say, new promises and turths that I tell, they all seam to be as if I'm a broken record. No offense to any one of those that still read and (once in a blue moon) comment, but I don't need outside help on anything. What I need is a total day of happyness where from I wake up, to the second I fall asleep I am happy with everything around me. I almost have had a day like that but it would seam that forces internal and external hate inner peace in this one lol.
Well I'll talk to some of you later, Matt
Affliction of the mind · Mon Jun 18, 2007 @ 06:22am · 0 Comments |