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Tina...searching for a prom dress. Its hilarious.
I have no one to go to the prom with, yet I am looking for a dress to wear to it. I'll probably end up going by myself. (as in with no date) I don't really mind, since I know for a fact that I will not be going to the prom with a guy. It'll probably be just the group. Alex wants to go, and Mike is escorting her. Tiffany said she might be going. ...I just need to convince Jen.
If infact I do go, I am getting my dress off ebay. I don't want to pay over 100 dollars on a dress. So this lovely corset dress might be the right thing for me. The only thing that bothers me is the fact that it has a slit on the leg...so I might be looking for some different corset dresses.
I don't know...I just want to be girly for once. The whole nice dress, shoes, hair thing is appealing to me for once. Hell, I've changed so much over the past two months its incredible. You might not notice it on the outside, but on the inside I am a completely different person.
I think back to all the memories I've made with Raymond, and I no longer see him there. I'm by myself most of the time. Its like hes leaving my memories...and its...nice.
He's someone ele's problem and disaster now.
Thank God.
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Hrm...and I think I am falling in "love" with someone...I don't know what this feeling is, and I hate it. I ABHOR it with a PASSION. I hate love, and all the aspects of it. Since I know I cannot tell this person my feelings because I am Tina, and Tina is...Tina.
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