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for myself. not you.
rest in peace uncle ray.

I love you and miss you. ;(
Safe trip to heaven. <3





A Million Times:
by Nicole Jones

A million times we've needed you,
A million times we've cried.
If love alone could've saved you,
You never would have died.
In life we loved you dearly,
In death we love you still.
In our hearts you hold a place,
No one else will ever fill.
It broke our hearts to lose you,
But you didn't go alone.
Part of us went with you,
The day God took you home.

I had a dream about my uncle ray.
someone that passed away on January of this year, and I do miss him.
It will be almost on year without him; physically on this world.

He was in my dream recently...
And I wanted to hug him, but instead he handed me flowers.

He gave me flowers and told me: "Tell your mom I said hi."
When I told my mom, she cried.

Happiness or sadness.
I don't know.

I really do miss him. And Christmas without him will be different.
I remember shopping with my mom and sister for his gift.
He really liked watches. Especially the big silver ones.

He is in a better place now.
I remember when I hugged him last time and I told him to get well soon.
And that I love him. And he said: "Thank you, I love you too. Take care."

Last words he said to me in person before he left.
I'm getting all teary eyed now. Lol. I'm starting too cry now.

Okay, I'm venting too much.

happy belated birthday uncle ray.
I love you and miss you. Take care.