Dear parents,
Please do not give mixed signals to me anymore. I hate the fact that i am not very matured yet. On one hand you tell me take it easy, it takes time to grow up. On another, you tell me, life is like that. You have to take it and take it and take it. Don't fight the current. I'm so damn tired. I'm so damn tired of living. I looked at my thousand certs and thought, what a freak i am. No amount of As would have made me happy now. I hate the fact that i am still under their protection. As i know i will wreak havoc if i wanted to live outside although my workplace is so near. I just want to get out. I just want to be myself. I just want to learn how to survive in this big bad world. I don't want your money. Please let me pay for myself. Do not tell me that you don't need me to pay your bills. I feel so hemmed in. I want to break free. I I I I I I. When did I become so important to me? Because i felt like i've been locked up tight on a century of expectations, waiting for some chance to release me. Forgive me if i am not matured. But u know, i don't give a damn what other people think of me right now. I don't care. why can't i just have some peace????
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Please feed em if she's hungry ^_^ and i'll give u a cookie