Why is life ending up so wrong for me?? Everywhere i go i get sad because things remind me of other things. I cant even listen to music becuase it reminds me..My dad wants me to move in with him....well some of my friends found out and i got a guilt trip yesterday.. Jennifer said that if i go then who will be my catcher in softball who will protect the plate and who will score a lot of the points..and who will be the new starter in the basketball games and steal the ball when we need it or help me score the points and who will get points for us in the 100, 200, and the 4x2 in track and who will be last person to run in the 4x2 because there is no one as fast as you. Theres no one to win the relay for us. And who will make points pole vaulting and getting first who will be the best pole vaulter then....Kiara you have to stay your needed in everything and everybody needs you... i thought about that for a long time and then when i got on gaia i realized that my bf hasnt been on for like ever because of things....and it makes me sadden inside. No one knows how this feels and no one can understand what im going through..i have told people because they ask me and only one persone understands and maybe two but thats it the others just think differentaly...i always wake up feeling sad and its hard to not think of those things that make me sad..
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