Well...I thought today would be a good time to start my journal because i have a lot of things on my mind ><.
Firstly my dad. Hes in hospital in a critical condition. I could write out everything that happened but that would take too long. Basically he has a rare infection, the doctors dont even know what caused it. He has been through 12 hours of surgery on his neck and chest. He is under sedation so hasnt woken up for 2 days. he has a huge cut, stapled up, and he has loads of wires coming from him and is attached to a breathing machine. He had lots of scans today to find out if the infection had all gone and to find out what caused it. They still dont know whether he is going to make it or not we just have to wait and see. But the waiting is the hardest thing.
Thats is mostly what i have been thinking about lately. But i also have a boy on my mind. He is a good friend of mine and i know he likes me. The problem is i really dont know whether i like him or not. I mean hes like the sort of guy i normally like but i have such a good time with him and sometimes i think i do have feelings for him and others, well i just dont.Also where he is such a good friend if we did get together and it didnt work out i wouldnt want to ruin the friendship we have...gah im so confused sweatdrop
Firstly my dad. Hes in hospital in a critical condition. I could write out everything that happened but that would take too long. Basically he has a rare infection, the doctors dont even know what caused it. He has been through 12 hours of surgery on his neck and chest. He is under sedation so hasnt woken up for 2 days. he has a huge cut, stapled up, and he has loads of wires coming from him and is attached to a breathing machine. He had lots of scans today to find out if the infection had all gone and to find out what caused it. They still dont know whether he is going to make it or not we just have to wait and see. But the waiting is the hardest thing.
Thats is mostly what i have been thinking about lately. But i also have a boy on my mind. He is a good friend of mine and i know he likes me. The problem is i really dont know whether i like him or not. I mean hes like the sort of guy i normally like but i have such a good time with him and sometimes i think i do have feelings for him and others, well i just dont.Also where he is such a good friend if we did get together and it didnt work out i wouldnt want to ruin the friendship we have...gah im so confused sweatdrop
