More guys you say? WTF. Yes, my life is that confusing. so... enter guy 4. Guy 3's best friend. eh heh heh... Guy 3 and I broke up after three months, possibly our three month anniversary. I don't remember. We are still friends and talk and s**t but i guess it wasn't right. too bad.
Guy 4 is intelligent and has a story to him, he has lived. also 17 same age as guy 3. But agge isn't supposed to matter right? keep telling yourself that. Guy 4 I have kissed, and Cuddled with, but it is really just confusing because I don't know where we are going. I don't want to go out with him and he knows it yet we continue to talk and flirt. I want someone to give me that attention, I want someone to think I'm beautiful. In fact, I think i need it in order to have the little self confidence that I have. see? confusing.
I am also surprised that I have posted 4 journals regarding the male characters in the story that is my life. Four. That is a big number for a topic such as this. there shouldn't need to be that many, but i just keep dragging it on, its like a bad sequel. *sings: tell me that your alright, yea everything is alright!* sorry. it was on the radio. I think I'm just going to go watch home video's with my dad. He doesnt leave for italy until Tomorrow, not today! yay!
Norwegian kid: let's not hide our love, come back to me? you can be guy 5!
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