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Feelings are useless.... especially the feeling of love. All it does is clog up your mind and you can't think of anything else. You think you are going to spend the rest of your life with them, when in reality you will forget about them 10 days later..... but the fact is, if it wasn't for the feeling that we as humans call "love", we wouldn't be here..... that sucks. The problem for people like me is, it doesn't go away after 10 days. It stays for awhile, and that is the worst thing because being shy means I wouldn't have the guts to ask someone out and then it just tortures me..... like crap on a stick, laughing at me, and being as *cough* smart *cough, cough*, it is just making me think and think and that is the worst feeling in the world, especially seeing love the way I do.....did I actually just say all of this where everyone can see it....