blade_cast: I am shy!
Cathy Bailey: You are not shy! You're just saying that!!
Cathy Bailey: o:<
blade_cast: I am so with new people!
Cathy Bailey: Who isn't?!
blade_cast: I dont talk at all, im afraid to like touch new people. i hide all my inner feeling and cover it up with obnoxious behavior
Cathy Bailey: Why would you touch someone when you first meet?
Cathy Bailey: xD
blade_cast: Like... i dont like to shake hands, hug, poke them... anything
blade_cast: Im still shy with you ladies, you just dont realize it cuz i act obnoxious
Cathy Bailey: No, you're not shy ..
Cathy Bailey: o:
blade_cast: Its rare tha i ever like... tell you how i really feel in person
Cathy Bailey: Oh?
blade_cast: yeah
blade_cast: thats why im always so quiet and cold.
blade_cast: I was really shy with bri when i wwent out with her.
blade_cast: so... dont tell me im not shy, i just act like a pervert to cover it up
Cathy Bailey: You're talking to Brii ..
Cathy Bailey: xD
Cathy Bailey: And yeah you were.
blade_cast: I still am... the internet is easy not to be shy but in person... im like afraid to do anything.
Cathy Bailey: Wuss.
blade_cast: yes i am
blade_cast: so....
Cathy Bailey: Sew.
blade_cast: Sah hoe.
blade_cast: I need a girlfriend
Cathy Bailey: o: Go outside .. stand on the corner .. find one.
blade_cast: I cant do that
Cathy Bailey: Why not?
blade_cast: 1, even if someone came along i wouldnt say anything cuz im afraid. 2. nobody would come along 3. people would think im crazy and 4. i might get offers from fat old men thinking im a prostitute!
Cathy Bailey: ... Well then there you go!
blade_cast: NO!
Cathy Bailey: xD
blade_cast: id rather die
Cathy Bailey: Then .. go to a party/club type thing.
Cathy Bailey: We're trying to help you here!
Cathy Bailey: DAMNIT!
blade_cast: I hate crowds
Cathy Bailey: Well, hope you like being single.
blade_cast:
blade_cast: nobody loves me....
Cathy Bailey: We love you. ;o;
blade_cast: Yeah right... as a creepy person to amuse you when ever you have nothing to do.
Cathy Bailey: Pretty much.
blade_cast: thats not real love
Cathy Bailey: I know .. but maybe you should get something called a backbone and go outside every once and a while and you just might run into us .. >.>
blade_cast: yeah right... nobodys out when im normally up
Cathy Bailey: Cause you get up at 8!
blade_cast: SO?
blade_cast: I dont like the sun
Cathy Bailey: ._.
blade_cast: Well i dont... its bright, annoying, and causes cancer
Cathy Bailey: Your face causes cancer!
blade_cast: Your v****a causes cancer
Cathy Bailey: I know ..
Cathy Bailey: that's why I am sick with baby
blade_cast: -.-
blade_cast: I really wish i could skip the meeting someone new and just get married
Cathy Bailey: Buy someone!
blade_cast: IT DOESNT WORK THAT WAY
Cathy Bailey: Yes it does. Don't you watch Viva la BAM?!
blade_cast: i dont have cable
Cathy Bailey: You don't need cable. Go buy it.
blade_cast: no
Cathy Bailey: Fine. Download it.
blade_cast: no
Cathy Bailey: Why not?
blade_cast: because i dont wanna
blade_cast: besides i want to be sought out for once... just once! I dont want to have to do the work i just wanna be loved without haveing to do everything
Cathy Bailey: You put in no effort anyways!
blade_cast: Oh really? in every relationship ive had i had to kiss her, goto her, and do practically everything.
Cathy Bailey: No. Not really.
blade_cast: oh really?
blade_cast: Its was rare for one of my girlfriends to just kiss me out of nowhere.
blade_cast: And i always went to their house
Cathy Bailey: I KISSED YOU OUT OF NOWHERE!!
Cathy Bailey: D:<
blade_cast: ONCE!
blade_cast: i would have kisses you but i was afraid
blade_cast: -is depressed now- talk about something else
Cathy Bailey: Uh .. it was very sunny out today.
blade_cast: ew
Cathy Bailey: No. Not ew. Warm. ^^
blade_cast: ew
blade_cast: i like cold
blade_cast:
blade_cast: I NEED LOVIN....
Cathy Bailey: So find you a girlfriend.
blade_cast: I cant
Cathy Bailey: Well. Tough luck.
blade_cast: be my girlfriend?
Cathy Bailey: You need to .. adventure out into the world.
Cathy Bailey: Put in effort. Make phone calls.
Cathy Bailey: Go places.
blade_cast: ill go places with you.
Cathy Bailey: You always think it's too much effort.
blade_cast: no i always think that its pointless
Cathy Bailey: I really just want to slap you right now, you know that?
Cathy Bailey: ... You're so ..
Cathy Bailey: Ugh.
blade_cast: Well when ever you offer something you immediately take it back
Cathy Bailey: Cause I know you wouldn't be willing to do it anyways!
Cathy Bailey: D:
Cathy Bailey: grr
blade_cast: Not true! im willing to do it
Cathy Bailey: Oh yeah? Are you willing to make a house out of toothpicks?
Cathy Bailey: NO!
Cathy Bailey: Are you willing to go for a walk?
Cathy Bailey: NO!
Cathy Bailey: Are you willing to go to the ZOO?!
Cathy Bailey: NO!
Cathy Bailey: Are you willing to do anything?
Cathy Bailey: Not really.
blade_cast: Hey now...
Cathy Bailey: You know what effort is?
Cathy Bailey: It's calling someone because you can.
Cathy Bailey: And asking them to do something to do something with you.
blade_cast: When i do call someone i have nothing to say...
blade_cast: I dont like phones...
Cathy Bailey: How about
Cathy Bailey: "Let's go out to the mall!"
Cathy Bailey: Or
Cathy Bailey: "Lets do something!"
Cathy Bailey: Come get a pinata with us.
Cathy Bailey: Walk here though.
blade_cast: what?
Cathy Bailey: COME
Cathy Bailey: GET
Cathy Bailey: A
blade_cast: now?
Cathy Bailey: YES
Cathy Bailey: Don't drive
blade_cast: I have work in 2 hours
Cathy Bailey: just show up.
Cathy Bailey: SO
Cathy Bailey: that's two hours you can do something.
Cathy Bailey: Show EFFORT!
Cathy Bailey: xD
blade_cast: and thats too far to work for just 2 hours.... id take a hour to get there
Cathy Bailey: So drive over.
Cathy Bailey: And then we can walk to the store.
blade_cast: .... i want to... i really do but i cant
Cathy Bailey: And why is that?
Cathy Bailey: You have TWO HOURS.
Cathy Bailey: And you won't put forth any effort.
Cathy Bailey: And then you wonder why you have no friends really.
blade_cast: for 1, i need a shower (half hour there) need to get ready for work (another half hour) annd its 8:30 now....
blade_cast: If i didnt have to work i would!
Cathy Bailey: Eric.
Cathy Bailey: Showers take FIVE MINUTES.
Cathy Bailey: FIVE.
blade_cast: thats you
blade_cast: Im slow
Cathy Bailey: So cut it short for your friends.
Cathy Bailey: Or take one when you get home.
Cathy Bailey: That's what friends do.
blade_cast: ...
blade_cast:
Cathy Bailey: Yeah.
Cathy Bailey: Shows how much you care.
Cathy Bailey: You're wasting time.
blade_cast: T_____T
Cathy Bailey: Hop in your car and ride.
Cathy Bailey: Seriously.
Cathy Bailey: We want to hang out with you.
blade_cast: OK I CANT DOIT TONIGHT!...........
Cathy Bailey: Fine.
Cathy Bailey: We're leaving.
blade_cast: ...k
Cathy Bailey: See why we never DO things with you? Like .. invite you places?
Cathy Bailey: You never come.
Cathy Bailey: You never .. care about it.
blade_cast: Do you know how much it hurts me?? do you?
Cathy Bailey: So. Keep on doing whatever.
Cathy Bailey: No. We don't know.
blade_cast: If i didnt have work id be there in a heartbeat
Cathy Bailey: No. You don't understand. You have time before work.
blade_cast: Not really
Cathy Bailey: ANd you won't do anything with it.
Cathy Bailey: Yes.
Cathy Bailey: It will take us like .. 20 minutes at the store?
Cathy Bailey: And then time left.
Cathy Bailey: That you could spend with us.
Cathy Bailey: But no.
Cathy Bailey: You have to be so stubborn and antisocial.
Cathy Bailey: Well fine.
Cathy Bailey: Talk to you later.
blade_cast: just stop..... your.... no]
blade_cast: ok...
blade_cast: cya.
I don't know .. We try. We really do. Maybe we're not trying hard enough though, or maybe he likes his life like that? .... I just DON'T KNOW!!! >O<
~* Brii brii *~
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