And Again.
I dreamed again. But this time, we got to talk, and he said it was all for fun... ._. But that's not why I'm writing this journal. It's confession time. I feel really frustrated and sad that I'll never get to see him again. So many things I have to say, to say to him, but seriously, it's like a brick wall has been placed in between us, and there's no way for me to get around it. I want to gag, it feels like nothing will ever make it okay. Even if it was just for fun, I NEED closure. I need to be told why. I need my heart broken completely, so I can actually let go, and get on with my life. Because as long as there's a possibility my affection could ever be returned again, I can't let go...I need to be put out of my misery.
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