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Ok. All of my friends are guys, so i can't very well gush about the guy I like with them. Firstly, none of them want to hear it, so i spare them. Secondly, Im sure if I let some of them know im interested in the person I am, they won't keep their mouths shut (as most teenage boys have trouble with)
the one friend i have thats a girl is like my sister. I don't even call her my best friend because she's so much more my family than anything else. the problem with talking to her about it is that she;s a lezbo. so I'm in a bit of a crunch. So I thought, what a better way to talk about my feelings than on the world wide web, where anyone can see it and use it to their advantage? No, actually, this is my last resort. (and i need gold desperately for my dream avatar, help, please?)
So, on to my gushing.
JOSH!!! god, i love him. (and no, you stupid gaia girls, I am not talking about WOLFMAN81, did you ever consider that is not his real name?)
We hang out constantly, but with him i just cant tell. he;s too damn nice to everyone. Well, i'm pretty sure ive got a damn good chance with him, becuase of his shameless flirting. but that brings up another issue: shameless flirting can only go on for so long. he still hasn't asked me out. but i can wait... i'll hook him eventually. its just hard wondering when. Rrg.