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Another long one?! Oh well, i think alot XD


Hmmm...Well I was thinking. I say I hate it when people blame me for things. Things I didn’t do. And that I complain and get angry at people. It’s something stupid and wrong. I’m sorry to every person I have been mean too, anyone who was having a bad day that I made worse. Nothing makes me madder than a person who doesn’t take his/her blame for something they have done. I see now that I have done that once before. If I do something I think is disrespectful, I need to take responsibility for it. Every time I do something I know is wrong it still gets to me. Every person that does something wrong must have something gnawing at them. There soul telling them “Why? Why did you do that?” The mind makes mistakes the heart doesn’t. To me sometimes you shouldn’t complain or regret something you did, because at once you wanted it. What you do most likely affects everyone around you. Anyone who is selfish to not care must have something that they know they did is wrong. Every adult or semi-adult knows their right from wrongs. Nobody wants to take blame for things they have done. Do you really want to give the blame to someone else? I get disgusted with myself if I am mean to someone who is having a bad day or is sad. I also get very agitated when I complain. From now on every time you complain think to yourself “What is the matter here, whatever I’m complaining about or me getting my way?” Are you too blind to see what’s in front of you? The love…people have for you, that you don’t see? Just think about all those people that are dieing every time you complain. How many people do you think are dieing every minute? From starvation, malnutrition, or a Disease they didn’t give themselves…its horrific. You can’t help everyone but you can start by fixing yourself.

Forget your worries sweatdrop , Forget your shame neutral , Forget the sunshine biggrin ,and let it rain... crying
You dont always have to be so brave, you know??