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Tell me why it takes so long to find the beauty of Love..I thought I found it in him, and now I guess I was high when I thought that, I was high when I thought, for one second he cared. I thought he would notice all the love I could have given him, but everything happened so quickly..I guess I wasnt enough for him, all my love went down the drain. He'll never change,I dont care what people tell me, I wont believe he'll ever change. Cuz if you say he'll change for money..Then that means he wont EVER IN A MILLION YEARS change, cuz guess what? Money was what got him into this the first place..He can try to change for money, but once he accepts the money, him trying to change was a waste of his damnn time cuz he accepted the money for it. Excatly what he did for the gay prank calls..Or even being a friend. Tell me, how long does it take for a guy to change his personality? For him to realize that no girl will ever love him for who he is, cuz he isnt anything special...? How long it will take for us girls to find our true love?...Cuz what they say in icons IS true..
"To guys, love is just a chapter in the book...To girls, its the whole book."
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Everything has beauty inside them..just not everyone can see it..</3
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When you see your friend crying you tell her its gonna be alright. When you finally get them to stop crying, they tell you that youre such a great friend, a person with such great qualities. After the speech they give you about how good you are, you feel so good inside cuz you just helped a friend, and one day, in return, you know they will do for you the things you have done for them. A day or two later, your friend has an argument with their other friends. Your friend tells you everything, and starts to cry, screaming "Im such a bad friend.." You cheer this friend up, and to prove that she is a great friend, a day or two later, you feel a little down. No one notices it, but your friend, and you tell her,"I didnt know you were such a best friend. Of all the people I have talked to today, smiled at, and laughed with, youre the only one that saw past through my talks, smiles, and laughs. You saw tthat I was feeling sad, you knew that all of my laughs and smiles were fake. I proved to myself and to you that you are a greatest friend anyone can have. Never let people like your ex-best friends put you down for what they dont know about you."------------~*~
How come girls run from the guys that make her smile, and fight for the ones that make them cry?
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Do you believe in
Faith
and
Hope?
Do you believe that
You
and
I
can make it?
Do you beliee that
we
CAN
pull this off?
Together forever is what I wanna hear from you
But youve left me here all lone, It took me time,
To figure out, We were meant to be,
But you choose to leave me,
Although it will take time to start all over,
Time to move on,
I know I can make it on, without your help.
I know I CAN do it, by myself.
Youll regret to leave me,Regret you'e ever
even thought about pulling your
Gay jokes on me
And Ima make you feel like dying
Like how you have done to me.
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~*I fell hard,But I know with time by my side,Ill get up & Start going up again*~
Ill rise with the sunlights,
Shine as the Sun shines,
Ill brighten my own day,
Let nothing get in my way.
I know I can do it, and If I cant,
I know my friend will be there, To The end.
They will help me in each way
You didnt,
Love me in every way
but You hated.
But its ok, Your hatred for me will Grow
As Ill grow staonger with it..
Cuz what cant kill me Will only make me stronger by Time..
<~*[[heart]]shirlee[[/broken]]*~>





 
 
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