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As children, we're told not to grow up too fast, because when we're older, we'll regret not having a childhood and want to go back. We also learn the cliche "Time flies when you're having fun." Well, I learned that it's not just fun that can make time seem to fly.
Work will do that, too.
It's fun at times, but the rest of it is just time wasted. I just got a new job: in exchange for a job that was just not me for one that suited me better. Sears.
It's been a while since I've been on and even less that I've been able to visit my guilds. I have one friend who always talks to me no matter how long I'm gone, and I thank her in a silent prayer for being there...even if it's a question mark.
One reason that I haven't been on is work. The other lies in two distractions: Harry Potter and a kitten named Stormy. No doubt, I've been up to my neck with Harry Potter on the brain, but my days off are spent lazily on the porch with Stormy. She's still very young and has alot to learn, but the thing that makes her special to me is that she loves me like my first real friends did...they were cats as well.
I've cried more recently with knowledge of two things than I have in the past year. One one hand, my boyfriend will be leaving for a college that's several hours away. I've only gotten to truly know him. I think it's just separation anxiety on my part. We already live an hour away and barely see each other...will I be able to let him go?
On the other hand, Stormy will also be leaving the nest soon. My dad says that we have to put her off of the porch in a week. Why am I crying, you ask? Because she's still doing the nursing reflex when she's extremely happy. She puts her nails gently out and in rhytmically and falls asleep like that. She reminds me that I'll always have someone who cares for me even when my house is not a home.
Why does that leave me with little time? Job, reading, working (house work), writing, designing, con prep., and a kitten. Can you say, "full time". I'm barely able to go out on a date anymore! This is how desparate I am for time...It's 12:15 AM here. I should be in bed, but I can't because of all this.
I apologize to those who are heads of guilds. I'll be in when I get to the school year. I have a laptop that I use to get on during classes while taking notes. Otherwise, I'll see what I can do. I'll probably be on at night, so PM me if you feel like it.
Eagerly awaiting Eclipse, lemoura
lemoura · Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 06:19am · 0 Comments |
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