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Why am I so desparate?
Clinging to the ankles of others,
For a measly strand of attention?

I want to turn heads,
I want to cry out,
I want to plead with others.

I don't want to be invisible any longer.
I want to be free, to release my inner self.
I want to be dormant no longer.

I want to affect this world...
Eyes to open, hearts to stretch out wide.
I must not want it enough, though...

I hate to just sit here...
Getting slapped in the face, getting spit on.
So many evil glares, so much venom and hate.