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I can't move on.

I wish I could. But I can't. I never got closure. And I said things I regret. . Some things I shouldn't have, some things that were uncalled for, some things that weren't true.. .

I hate her for this. I hate her for what she's made me become.

But more than that, I hate myself for allowing her to do it.

I thought I was strong.

I was wrong.

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*EDIT AUGUST 6, 2007*

I realize now I had it all wrong. It wasn't her. It was me. I was doing it to myself. I couldn't let myself move on.

I'm not fixed yet. There are still some part of me that are tender, and hurt. But its a big step towards being me again.

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