ok people I'm somewhat sad, and I hoping that I won't be sad very soon. the reason I don't really have to explain because I really like this guy but I really screwed up. I was trying to make him feel better and not to be nervous, but as usual it back fired at me. so I really want to say sorry to that guy because he didn't have to back off, he could of done whatever I wouldn't really care anymore, but now I do care because I'm sorry, and I really hope that he knows that I'm sorry. I just want things to be the same for us, or if everything goes well maybe become my boyfriend, but if things don't work out then I will keep trying and wait. so thank you to whoever read this cuz it's somewhat dumb to say this sort of thing on Gaia but whatever what can you do, so I'm sory to Ryan (the guy I like) and I'm just sorry to everyone if I've ever hurt them, and thanks for reading my journal.
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