Well, my scale says I'm loosing weight still...
Met this guy named Antony... really cute... Met him yesterday...
Let me tell you about yesterday before I tell ya about Antony k?
Yesterday... Yesterday was crap... crap in its entirety... my entire class day seemed like one bad thing after another... yelled at in classes... chi attacked in the hallways by godknowswhat... just an all around craptastical day... from the start until just after uni in fact...
Right as Uni lt out is was a bit less crappy... Richard was there (bleech) and he introduced me to Antony... at the time he had the most intense shade of a blue breen I had ever seen. He writes poetry... and it's about vampires. Well, two days ago I said a spell type prayer thing... actually I think it was more of a wish... to meet a guy that I liked that was open to what I do (spells, rituals and the occasional cut), somewhat cute (not a complete zitface), didn't smoke, somewhat pure but with a dark side, and the next day I meet Antony. Coincidence? I'm not so sure...
Since I was little I could get into peoples minds over the phone even and know what they were thinking... well... some reason he was completely blocked. He's a cutter, and does so out of anger not wishing to harm anyone else (sorta like me), and I swear to the gods I think he's a vamp. I haven't been able to stop thinking about him since I met him! He asked my age today... told him the truth... 24... I asked him and he said he was almost 26. There's just something about him... put it this way... 2 people in this state have my number and they've known me for about a semester. I've know this guy 2 days and I'm thinking of giving him my number. I NEVER do that. Anyone back home even knows that. It took me a while, like almost a year to even get Ali's number. On top of it all he's the only guy I know who has eyes that change color like mine, and the people at his work say he has a "vampire smile"
Another thing about him... yesterday he had "I ( heart ) ____ " on his hand... today he had nothing. I can feel his attraction to me and I think he finds happiness around me, and I find a little in him as well. the scary thing is I've never had a connection this quick. Hell, I knew Len for like a month before I got attracted to him... and I'm honestly really attracted to this guy. I feel different around him... like I do around Ali and friends who've know me for a long time... I feel like I can just be me and it's okay. *sighs* this guy is perfect... he's pure with a dark side... If only I could read him like I do others... It's like when I'm around him I'm in that sort of comphy darkness, and when I'm not I'm in this uncomphorable brightness with my mind buzzing. I've never experienced love at first sight, but when I learned he wrote vampire poetry I gave him a one armed hug and said he was my new favorite person. Am I friends with the other people that like me? yes. But this one's different. he's got more maturity than the others, and I know he's open to what I believe in.
I just wish I were absolutely sure obout his feelings toward me.
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The title says it all!! I let of steam here... if you don't like what I have to say then too bad.
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Fairy Luna Nocturna
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Guild For sale. 20k comes with 4 subforums, Please Private Message me if truely interested. Gold raise from sale to go towards quest.
