Right now I am down. I have alot on my mind....I was in this conversation with someone and well it brought on alot of thoughts. Not good....now I am all depressed and just realising how unhappy I am. Lately I haven't been sleeping well I stay up all night leaving me with just a few hours if that to sleep. I try to but I toss and turn and things race through my mind.
I can't say its just one thing on my mind right now. Its many things I need a change I need something and want something. Yes, Its a fact I am missing something in my life and that HAPPYNESS!!! Im fooling myself everyday thinking I am happy when truely Im not. Over the last year things have went down hill for me in all kinds of ways. I want to make a change and I plan to. It has to get better. Usually I am or I try to be positive and look at things on the bright side. But for some reason it suddenly hit me recently I am hiding behind it all. sad cry
 Alwayzondarag · Thu Aug 02, 2007 @ 08:54am · 2 Comments |
