hello my name is julie i have some of the most amazing friends that have helped me more than anyone has. i am in love with this guy named cage (joseph) and he likes me too but we aren't a couple even though we may hold hands hug etc. i told him how i felt in feb. and he said he felt the same way. ever since that day i've been through so much. he has made me cry he's made me laugh and smile but he also made me angry. in 6 months we've become closer but at the same time we've drawn apart. on my birthday i asked him to come to my party and he said he would come but on the day of my party he never came and i had planned to kiss him and show him a lot of my love and affection. the next day i went to my therapists office and she prescribed anti-deppressants that day i tried calling him but he wasn't home so i looked for a valuim and i took it and 4 anti-deppressants (which is a very fatal combo) and i tried to kill myself and i have tried it recently all because of him! crying crying crying cry but i still love him heart
my_love_lasts · Thu Aug 02, 2007 @ 07:45pm · 3 Comments |