URRRRG!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE THIS! I HATE IT!!
I walk in and my moms like "I got the mail already." ((normally I do this)) so I was like "Awww... why?" and I was really whiney and crap and she started yelling at me! She got really mad and said "I'M WAITING FOR SOMETHING AND I DON'T WANT TO HAVE TO WAIT TILL FOUR O'CLOCK FOR YOU TO GET THE MAIL!" and I didn't understand why she was so mad. And my little sister was like "DON'T GO GET THE MAIL WE ALREADY LOOKED THERE WAS NOTHING THERE!" So I asked my mom and she started yelling at me again... about how I always yell at her and if I can't talk to her properly I shouldn't talk to her and all this s**t. I was perfectly ******** fine until you started yelling at me! Holy s**t. You say the stupidest things and what am I supposed to do? You don't listen to me until I get mad! Until I scream "FINE DON'T FUCING LISTEN TO ME THEN!! SEE IF CARE!!"
I hate it when people yell at me because they say I'm yelling, when I'm not... and when they yell at me because I spent 5 minutes screaming for someone to answer and I get frustrated and leave and they go "What's you're problem?" >.> Well obviously YOU, dumbass.
>.< And we have these people coming to stay with us... and I don't mind them... but they'll probably be here for my birthday, and I'd feel bad for going to see a movie without asking ALL of them if they want to come... and they spend most of their time asking "What are you doiiiinnnnnng?" ((there are 5 kids, and four are younger then me, the eldest is my age)) yeah -__- I hate that question. I feel like answering "Planning to MURDER you the next time you ask!" ********...
So unless they've found a house they like, they'll be staying with us. I'm /not/ happy about this. ((They're looking for a house and theirs is already sold and yeah... they have to get out of their house... and they don't want to stay in a hotel -__- So my mom is letting them stay here, except shes making me keep their stuff in my room, which is nice and all. So that's not my issue. My issue is that she asked and didn't bother to care about my opinion on having others stuff in my room... and shes been bitching at me being like "You're the only one thats the least inconveinced" blah blah... which is a ******** lie as I'm the one thats going to have to ASK them to get off MY computer so I can do my homework, and that'll be the only reason I'll be allowed on until they leave -__- {I can hear it now "Why do /you/ want the computer?" "Because I have homework that I need to do RESEARCH on." "Oh... you can wait." "-__- It's a major project." "You have a few days." "-__- That's not the point..."} which is a major pain. And also seeing as they'll be allowed in my room because their stuff is there, I think its a huge inconvience to me... seeing as I have the ******** smallest room in the entire ******** house...))
Bleh, I'm being so selfish... >.< But god damn it! I'd like it if they weren't going to totally take over the ******** house! That and its my bloody birthday next week ((and the only reason anyone remembers it is because it's "star wars day" wink )
I remain to stay childish and unable to back my self up. &.& And I recgonize that I'm being selfish. I don't like myself for it.
Bleh, I'm going to go hide in a corner and die now... hopefully Aku-chan is right and the world will end on the 16th &.&
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The stupidity of a stupid person. Damn straight.
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