So, rescently, it seemed as if my life was finally starting to speed up and things were gunna happen. But, i dunno, the last few days have been rather opposite. I feel like things are slowing down and I'm never gunna get anything done. x_o. And I feel like I'm never gunna meet anyone new, and eventually I'm going to get sick of it all and just up and leave, or even end it all. I know it's not that bad now, but it feels like I'm heading to rock bottom.
I'm not sure why I feel like this. I kinda want school to start. All in the same I don't though. So, I think I'm just gunna go out tomorrow, and spend the whole day out with lots of people, trying to rekindle that spark that got me going in the first place.
I guess when you hit rock bottom, there's no place to go but..well up. Or maybe just stay there and end up getting swallowed by the undefinined darkness and complete loss for any will to even exist :]. .. Or go sideways into a wall and end up getting put into the bottom again. But yeah anyways.. xD. I dunno. Not alot of people read my journal. If you do though, comment please? :3. and watch my video's on youtube o:.
KThnkzBai.
-Shi <3
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O well I understand yoo.
Man i want skool to start, I miss my friends, but In a way ... i dont want too. XD
I Love Vacations!
Anyway babai =]
Take Care.