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well my life doesn't get overly interesting. but a few interesting things have happened as of late. well I just found out I work on a day I was so looking fowrwerd to going to the movies with one of my friends... & plus I nearly broke myself today getting her a present crying . so I guess I'll see how that goes.. one day when I was really late for work & having to rush there, it was just my luck that at that very time a freaking HOUSE (I kid you not!) being hauled on the back of a semi. thats when you know some ones plotting agenst you! whent to a ren fair, bought a few things that were pretty cool & had a blast with my friends soaking in the food, all the events & the costumes. I soon found out you can't kick some one well wearing a dress. I guess it's kinda good thing, but thats jester was asking for it! also I realize when it comes to fencing I severly suck. basicly I spent my wod there & had a blast!
latly I've desided to get back into jymnastics... & hopefully clean my room so every time I go in there I don't feel gulity. it's just every time I start I get this tired almost depressed feeling. normaly I don't have this much trouble doing it... but from time to time I become a drepresive cleaner (basicly means when things get horrible & I need to break down & no ones around to talk to I clean...). things have both been wonderfull & kinda terrible latly. when I examine my life there isn't much to really be overly upset or sad about. I have wonderfull friends, Resently got a boy friend who's such a sweety & though my family is a bit messed up we all love eachother under neath it all. but despite this I get this slightly hounted feeling every time I see the light flikering into my shadowed room. a few mornings I can't even find a reason to get out of bed besides the fact I know things need doing or have work. also my mind seems to delight in finding all the things that bug me & bringing them up untel I just can't take it. though the rest of the time i'm perfectly fine. oh well no worries I guess.
Also I've desided to put my drawing skills to some use. I've desided to start a web comic. I've actuly had tuns of fun desining the characters & comeing up with ideas. though untel I get a scaner I can't do much with it. but before I get that I have to get a car. I need weels to escape this place! also when I do get the mony for collige & get escepted I need a way to get there. though a friend of mine sujested we go together & do kungfu & many other things together. things like that seem to chear me up when I think about it. I want so much to do so many things. but I feel traped here & a lot of it is my own fualt. but one way or another Im' going to make it happen!.....though rite now I need tuns of help.
Mood: rether chearfull
song: Harumonia (it's one of the Naruto endings) & I just love that song!
oh & look at my awsome kitty gargiol (sp?!)