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You stand there, that smile on your face, my heart stops, my face heats, memories of you whisper in my head as if you stood next to me. Now I beat myself up inside as your face burns my memories and heart.
Every time your eyes look at me, my heart jumps and your words burn and my heart wants to stop beating but I know if it does I will die your voice and face haunting me forever.
Trying to watch the way you act in front of other boys, the way you ignore me, it only causes more pain. The thoughts of other conversasions between you and me remind me how stupid I feel.
I hoped your true self would be different, something not that of a dream, nothing to attract me, nothing for me to like. But then I heard your voice and I almost feel over, then I found out how you really were and I still couldn't turn away for you seem perfect to me.