Over and over again as
I continue to spiral down the
Same old steps
Yet some things have changed
And some things have not,
My head cntinued to spin.
Questions and uncertainties
Are flying around in my mind
But I say nothing.
I keep quiet and hope for the best.
I keep my mouth shut and hope they learn.
I keep quiet and nothing happens.
I speak my mind and make them angry.
I tell them how I feel and where I'd like to be.
With them and only them.
In a place, by ourselves.
Then it hits me.
To mature apparently for my age.
To much responsibilty she says.
It hurts.
So much.
My brain is going to overload.
I want out.
I just want to disappear.
Not to the afterlife.
Just out of everyones lives.
Start over.
Start a new.
~_~~_~_~_~_~
My only comment to this is....
NO ONE READS MY JOURNAL ANYWAY XP
and I was bored.
Forever and always...it's all I ask for....
