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Please Understand.. i understand where you guys' advice is coming from.. But i need you all to understand something for me..; i'm am never getting over this boy. No matter what happens.. i know alot of st has gone by that left me tearing myself apart, but no matter what, it's not going to stop. i will not stop loving him. Never, no matter what he does.. You all know that one song lyric by Taking Back Sunday? "You could slit my throat, and with my last gasping breath, i'd apologise for bleeding on your shirt.." That's what's ****' goin' on.. i'm sorry if you don't get this, i don't get it either. All i know is that nothing is ripping my heart from him. And it ******' sucks.. Please, don't critizise me for this, it's not my fault i swear it.. Please don't call me stupid, pathetic, naive, loser, idiot; i know i'm already all of those things, i know.. i honestly just want to forget about him, but he's always been by my side, and if you guys pass judgement on him before you even speak to him, i shame you. He never means to do those horrible things, and i believe that truely. He never turned his back on me, never, unless he was completely pissed, and i don't blame him for those times, because i do the same things. You all know i do. If you hate him, you'll have to hate me too.. He did nothing wrong. He's just like me: Lonely, and looking for true love..

Posted by: The_Hopeless_And_Broken Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 03:41am

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Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 10:07pm


	Stop. YOu're drowning yourself in self-pity. It's you who's making yourself like this. Because you can't face your past.

Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 10:26pm


	-_- And can i ask who the hell you are? i don't give a damn what you think, this was something just to get others who looks down on Joe off his back. Got it? Now, let it alone.

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Commented on: Thu Aug 16, 2007 @ 10:43pm


	Sam, you don't know me, and I will never let you know who I am. Period. I see as someone who is controlling and decietful. As someone who takes out her pain on others. And you know what? I feel sorry for you. I really do. You have to talk to somebody about your problems or you'll never be able to solve them. not only that, but you need to face your memories, good and bad, and get on with your life instead of clinging on to the broken peices of glass that cut at you so.

Commented on: Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 02:44am


	I'll understand that it's impossible to forget the people that you were close or effectionful towards. It's something everyone has to live with. sad

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Commented on: Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 04:33pm


	You idiot, [Not you Koy] i am telling my problems to other people to hopefuly get some help, thus the journels, but apparently that's also taking my pain out on them. i'm getting pissed because their not understanding me, and whatever you're telling me to do is just a lose/lose situation. i don't need pointless "advice" from someone who doesn't know s**t about me, and so they just make assumptions and judgements, and think they can just help everyone when they can't. "Help" your own friends, not people you had no clue existed.

Commented on: Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 05:00pm


	You're calling my sister an idiot? Hopefully, you understand what she means, unless you're blind to that fact that she's telling you also what's wrong with you. You want to know something? She's right. She's actually always known about you, but you never knew it. This is why she said, "I'm never going to tell you who I am." Becuase she isn't. And she knew about you from the momebnt she met Ethan. And since then, Angelic had told her how many times you've harrassed her. WHich is a big bad on Al's list, because you wanna know something? If you mess with Al's friends, you're messinf with her. Harm her friends, and your crime is immediately known to Al. Oh, and Al isn't doing their bidding for them, she's simply standing up for her friends. Oh, and uh, unless you didn't know: Being a Christian means to love your neighr as yourselves, including your enemies.

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Commented on: Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 07:38pm


	Yes, i am calling "your" stupid "sister" an idiot because she thinks she's better than everyone else to tell them what's wrong with themselves, and what to do. She has no right to do it, especially to a stranger. That's critizising. Get on with your own lives.

Commented on: Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 08:28pm


	she doesn't think that she's better than everyone else. oh, and what's up with your going 'your' and 'sister' with the quotes? She really is our sister. and yeah, she had to tell you what was wrong because she didn't want you to end up the same place as. she did befoer you. trusst me, the only reason she knows alot about you is because she's gone though the same exact hting you have: except wors. bt unlike you, she's gotten over it.

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Commented on: Sun Aug 19, 2007 @ 10:37pm


	Oh, my god! i don't care about her! Or her damn "brothers"! Get over that, stop trying to "help" me, and get on with your damn life!

Commented on: Tue Aug 21, 2007 @ 03:32am


	HI!1!!!!! la--lafay-laffayette? watevr anyway yallshouldnt gang up on her like that wat? did she tell her brothers that sum1 called her a not-nice name? shrug me not try to make enemies but...thats sorta low all 3 of u just...shrug i dont lie taking sides but if sum1 is in pain then all u can do about it is pray 4 that person and be a good person i've learned that frm watching all my friends and sum(but not many) are mine to learn to sam: it really sux for wat ur goin through but it all makes u a better person in the end oh yea i was told to give u a "hug"? alright then HUG there MWAHAHA

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Commented on: Tue Aug 21, 2007 @ 03:33am


	O_O.. YOU'RE SUCH A ********' NICE PERSON~!!

Commented on: Mon Aug 27, 2007 @ 02:26am


	sigh sam, it's me. i'm not here to fight. all i want to say is that i know what you're going through. although it may not seem like it, i really do. i know it's hard to get over someone you loved, even if they left you. even if they told you they didn't care about you. it's not easy. but i think it's time you tried to live now, instead of living in the past. you have to try to forget the bad things from the past, and look on to better things now and in the future. if you don't do so, you might never find true love; the one person who's always been there, but you never knew existed. there's someone waiting for you. however, you can't look for love. you just have to let love come to you at the right time.

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Commented on: Tue Aug 28, 2007 @ 02:35am


	i do let love come to me.. That's how i met him.. And i frickin' can't forget him okay?

Commented on: Wed Aug 29, 2007 @ 01:41am


	please don't be mad. i just hate seeing people in so much pain. =[ i know you really don't like me, and we're not friends, but it would make me happy to see you happier. =] i know it's really hard to forget someone you loved and cared for so much, but it'll make life a lot easier. 3nodding

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Commented on: Wed Aug 29, 2007 @ 01:46am


	i would love to start over with him and a friendship, but i can't.

Commented on: Wed Aug 29, 2007 @ 01:55am


	maybe you should just take a break for a while. i know you might still think about him and feel the same way about him as you do now, but it's always worth a try.

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Commented on: Wed Aug 29, 2007 @ 02:35am


	i know i've already tried that, the longest i could go for about a week

Commented on: Thu Aug 30, 2007 @ 02:27am


	well sigh i don't have any other advice. that's one thing i'm not really good at. sweatdrop but i really hope you can think of a good way to make yourself feel better.

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