I haven't had any happiness ever since I moved to this house.
I've felt my mother's
sadness and pain but never her happiness.
I've felt my own sadness and pain and never my happiness. I know how my mother feels. She always worry and works. She cleans and cooks and works, never getting to have a break. I
feel my sister's pain, I feel my friend's pain.
At my old house I had at least a room to myself. I even had cousins and friends near me. Here, nothing.
No room, no friends...Mother worries because of my siblings. She's afraid of my sister's attitude and boyfriend. She worries about my sister that rarely comes home.
She worries about my brother that spends too much money.
She worries about what I will become when I grow up. I'm the only one that knows how my mother feels. My sisters and brother doesn't even really help mother. I'm the only one that crys for my
mother.
Sometimes I just wish I can die right here and then.
I'm always helping my mom cook. There's the oven, stove, and even knives. I could have killed myself, but I could never bring myself to just even injure myself on purpose.
I've felt my mother's
sadness and pain but never her happiness.
I've felt my own sadness and pain and never my happiness. I know how my mother feels. She always worry and works. She cleans and cooks and works, never getting to have a break. I
feel my sister's pain, I feel my friend's pain.
At my old house I had at least a room to myself. I even had cousins and friends near me. Here, nothing.
No room, no friends...Mother worries because of my siblings. She's afraid of my sister's attitude and boyfriend. She worries about my sister that rarely comes home.
She worries about my brother that spends too much money.
She worries about what I will become when I grow up. I'm the only one that knows how my mother feels. My sisters and brother doesn't even really help mother. I'm the only one that crys for my
mother.
Sometimes I just wish I can die right here and then.
I'm always helping my mom cook. There's the oven, stove, and even knives. I could have killed myself, but I could never bring myself to just even injure myself on purpose.
