Tonight is the last night of summer I have. It's been a rather anti-climatic ending I have to say. But I guess I don't really mind it not being so monumental. All I did today was take out some laundry, eat, work on a new collage, and go to band practice. I feel like I should've done something crazy to wrap it all up. I just couldn't think of anything. It's not like going out to eat and walking around the mall would really make tonight memorable. *shrugs* Who knows...? Years from now I might not feel so strange about it. What really gets me is that summer seemed so short. It feels like the years, the summers, the weeks... everything... is getting shorter. I guess what they say about time seeming to pass quickly as you get older is true. I can't help but think that as I enter my senior year of high school. I feel anxious, uneasy... As if there is going to be a big shift in my life. But are things really going to be all that different so soon? I've been thinking about the future a lot lately. And for now I've decided to take it all day by day. There's no better option. And I suppose it's normal for me to feel a little nostalgic about the past and nervous about the days to come. I'm just hoping for the best year ever since it's the last.
And for everyone wondering... Don't worry. I'll post band camp pictures as soon as I get them developed. I'm just lazy so bear with me. xp
View User's Journal
Forget Me Not
 |
