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MEMORIES AND DREAMS
The emptiness of death has claimed me,
What more is there to say,
Oh how can this be love,
Remind me,
Why it is I wished for day,
Was it for the light and beauty,
Of the sun and the rain,
Or was it for the shadows,
Giving me a place to hide again,

To hide from my pain and sorrow,
Which haunts me every night,
The memory of your betrayal,
And the night that my heart took flight,

Away from me and all I know,
Leaving me with this gaping hole,
In my chest,
Never to heal,

Reminding me that pain is real,
And my hope of love is nothing more,
Than the faintest dream,
Never to give fruit or bloom,
But they all said to wait and see,

Well I have waited and here it is,
You said you love me,
For what it’s worth,
And then you pierced me through my chest,
And left me bleeding there for dead,
Gone back to the arms of your beloved,
To forget I ever lived,
And as the dawn comes to the sky,
I whisper quietly one more cry,
“Still I love you,
Still I care,
But deep in my heart,
I know I hate you,
For things you have and have not said”,

The emptiness of death has claimed me,
What more it there to say…
By: SEE ME
I've never actually had a relationship, so this isn't a personal experience, just something I wrote one day when I was feeling...off.