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I cant take it!
My father treats me like I'm a dog!
He is always telling me to freakin clean!
Ok I understand the fact that we have to keep the house neat but evry funking day!? scream
Dats why we have a dessignated cleaning day you basterd!

Oh and the worst is when he humiliates me infront of evryone and also puts me down!!! scream
Yes father evryone can already tell I'm your funking pet and that you trained me to do your evry command.

he just loves expressing his authority over me!!!

Have you ever hated some one it made you cry?
As he screams at me And shoves me to tell me that he is bigger and stronger than me and that I cant do anything, I just want to punch the snot out of him.

I glare into his eyes, just so I wont give him the satisfaction of scaring me.
I use to run and hide from him,
but now I look at him square in the eyes and hold back all my tears so he can see I'm no longer afraid.

Oh and the good part is when he tells me about what his father use to do to him! Its priceless really
He has the nerve to tell me that he is soft with me because when he was younger his father would hit him in the face so hard for looking at him the way I do to my father.
HELLO you morron I am a girl, and times have changed!!!!
That is called abuse!!!
I would love to see him lay a hand on me!!!
I report his @ss to DCF it wont even be fuuny!

where is my mom you ask?
well she ussually isoff working or not paying attention.
She knows he is doing this to be but she dont give a fu*k

I wonder what he will do once his DOG is gone....
he will probably just use one of my other sisters.

After he is done doing this to me he comes back saying sorry and what not.
And he has the nerve to think that I will accept that pathetic apology!
Oh but if you dont accept it he gets pissed off and screams at you again! scream

Man if I was stronger I would have no fear and just punch him so hard that it will leave a mark!
I woudnt care if he hit me back, because he is the one that will have to go out in public with his daughters punch mark on his bloody face!
that would truly be awsome! twisted

I know I'm not suppose to feel this way, so I pray to God to help me get rid of all the anger...

I need to get stronger,
I need.....