Literally. And I'm left heartbroken. Somebody needs to take a gun and shoot me, point blank. I need to die. Right now, my eyes are swollen and my throat is sore and I can't taste anything. The air I'm breathing doesn't deserve to be mine anymore. I poured my heart out for him and he took it with him. He took it away and any longer I'm shallow and cold and hollow and full of nothing. I'm so empty, and he had to be just like her. Sever that dreadful bond. Because I poison things. I ruin things. Thats all I ever do is ruin things. I poison people and make things bad. All bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. Bad. I'm so bad. I'm so wrong. So worthless. My life is worthless. Everything is going wrong. I need. I'm so selfish. I need and I want. I'm so so selfish. But I change for everyone. How can I change for you? How can I get you back? I need you. I want you. You don't want me. My mistake for wasting yours and mine. I want you, but will you stay with me today? With me today?
Should be on your shoulders...
