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Today is peaceful and quiet. I'm not in that mood to hurt myself. School is a waste of time. I want to pass the territory to heven from hell but I can't move out of my place, I stand my own ground waiting and waiting till the day comes, when God forgives me and carries me into serenity. Oh how I'd curse myself and blame myself for this, the shadow still follows me lurking in every dark corner of where I am. It's like it's eyes flashing at me from the darkness taking away my happiness and dreams, I know who it is, but why is it.....my own shadow.....