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Alas, 'tis time to finally settle down and begin thinking about college life. I'm seriously thinking about going to college with my twin sister. She's having a fun time with no supervision from my 'rents. I quit my job last week and have been having a tough time getting over the fact that I no longer have a job. It's okay. That place was way too stressful for me. I don't really care-not at the moment. I think I'm still in shock about not still being in high school. My senior year went by so fast that I don't even remember having that much fun with the exception of lunch where my best friend Gemini took me to work or prom and such where we all went to the drive in instead of the prom. I still can't believe that most of my friends are out chilling elsewhere and getting on with their lives while I'm still at home with my 'rents unemployed and barely catching up on my long over due sleepingness. My entire last week of school had been so hectic with me working and going to school and trying to get through with my graduation that I haven't really had time to be me. My twin sister hasn't been around me for a while and I feel a little lost. Not enough to go mad or anything but enough to feel weird. Like I'm missing some part of me that annoyed me constantly. Afterall, she did work with me since our eighteenth birthday and until she went to college with a few exceptions. I miss her but I'm content with not having to worry about her. She's got a tattoo and my mom wanted me to get one too but I didn't want one. I don't wanna copy her that much. Oh, well. Don't worry 'bout nothing now. I'm gonna get over it all and get on with my life. I intend to work hard at losing some more weight. I've lost fifty plus pounds in the last eight months. I can't wait until I don't have to live at home anymore. Laterz.
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