So. Last night at the caves, about an hour in, Aaron walked by. So comes the familiar line from me that I shout at every single one of the workers. " I LOVE YOU." So he says " I love you too!" And he continues to walk by, multiple times, each time looking at me. I look at him. We stare. We lock eyes. He leans against the fence separating us and I lean back. His hand is through one of the holes in the chicken wire fence. I put my hand in his. He's wearing his ninja mask so I can't see it, but I can tell he's smiling. I smile and blush, looking at the ground. He has to leave to get ready for a group and I wave him off. He comes back later and says that he wants to work with us so I show him how to get into the cage. Its pitch black except for that red light and the strobe light. I look at him and he looks back. I hug him and he puts his arms around me. We kissed. Once, and then Thomas came. What a party pooper. A group comes in , we scare them and then go back to kissing. He smells so good. He feels so good. His coat feels good and we're pulling at each other's clothes until two of the younger one's have to go eat and we take over working the car. As the people go by I have to honk it since Aaron refuses to control himself and does it multiple times. We kiss. We make out while people are coming by and honk the horn at random times, not even bothering to look where the people are. His hand drifts up my shorts and scratches at my striped leggings. I shiver. He asks if this is okay. I silently shake my head. I just can't. I have morals, too. So we continue to kiss until he states that he has a problem. I can immediately guess what that is and put my hand on the crotch of his jeans. We continue to kiss and I pet him and work the car until I asked if this meant anything. His simple reply: I don't know. Do you want this to mean anything? I don't know. Are you dating somebody else? He went silent at that and bit his lip. I knew it was coming. I felt the guilt swarming me already. " Yeah." So now I'm waiting for him, and every Friday and Saturday night will be the same, the two of us in our forbidden loving that we shouldn't be doing but do anyways. The heat is so much and the eeriness of the cave just makes it that more exciting. With our stage makeup and the fake blood that we kiss off each other's faces and me biting his neck like a demented vampiric child. And now I wait. Wait for the week to pass by, hopefully fast.
Should be on your shoulders...
