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I wish my scanner worked. Because, if it did, I'd open up an avatar art shop.

Something about monsters.

YES. Monsters.

I did one of my standard avatar last night. It's sexual. -nipplerub- I'll probably do it another 16 times before I really like it, like I do everything.

I'm not a real perfectionist. Just when it comes to something creative. xp I have BOXES of sketchbooks and random drawings on loose paper -- 3/4th of it is total crap, things so terrible I didn't even finish them. Other people see them, and they're like, WOW, and I'm like, GOD, THROW IT AWAY. I've been stopped from throwing away a cake that I messed up the decorations on. . __.; I need rave reviews when I cook, or, I'll start cooking again until it's great. You can't shut me up with saying it's okay when it's not either, I KNOW if it's terrible or okay -- everything can be improved. I do hate group projects, though. HATE. I either hate everything everyone else is doing or break down and do it all myself. I'm hyper-critical of others when it comes to making things and sometimes, even planning things. gonk You might even say... control freak. @__@;

BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I'M MORE FLEXIBLE THAN SOMETHING REALLY FLEXIBLE.

Non-creative things and non-big things, I'm totally cool and generally don't care what we do and leave it up to everyone else. (: Just don't let me make something, or DOOM.

So, it should be fun, video taping the meet up. xd I'm going to be laidbackaboutitthough. Relaaaaax...

... >> I'll smoke a lot more than I already do at the Meet Up. Just a warning.

I'm gonna start working on my tattoos a bit later. Not that I'm going to try to tattoo myself again (don't ask xp ), but I want to get at least one by August 3rd. So, I've got some time. (:

WOOTSWOOT.