Questions of Love on a Boring Day
Hello again, I got to sleep until twelve thirty so I'm feeling pretty good. Today has been just as boring as any other day, my dad is supposed to get me plane tickets so I can visit him in California but he hasn't gotten them yet. If I didn't have this stupid body then I could just fly there stressed but I guess I'll have to wait until he gets the tickets. I was just thinking, I got a letter a while back from a girl who lives next door to my apartment. Her name is Jessi, and in the letter she told me that she loves me. neutral I didn't think anything of it at the time but I found the letter earlier today and it made me think. How can someone have feelings for another? I know that humans are emotional creatures but how can they feel 'love' for eachother? Why would she choose me, OF ALL PEOPLE!? confused There is nothing that I can give her in return, nothing that she can gain from this union, so why does she have feelings for me? I've never felt anything for anyone except for my family, and even they stir up only a little emotion. Everyone else can burn in hell for all I care, as long as my family is safe. I guess I will never understand these crazy people. One of my favorite quotes is, "Earth is the insane asylum for the universe." and I believe it.
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