In resent time... I Shinta Urashima have terminated my existance as I was... plain and boring.... I have taken much damage for just a tiny pice of affection from a girl I loved ( not you kitty... I think deep inside me knew it was not meant to be)... currently I am searching for my lost pieces of my shattered heart.... currently I have found pices to restore my heart but I am at a measly .35%.... I lost my emotions since little the only thing I can fell is hate or love... but hatred have dominated me.... if I don't make it out of my berserker breaking point.. I will loose myself to myself.... the darkness in peoples hearts lives in everyone of us... mine has grown much more.... is taking over me... my side that still has controll has helped me a lot... but it will break free... I need love from the woman I see... but I don't even know who she is or where...
oh god help me.... my heart has bleed so much for a compannyon... you created eve for Adam.... so surely there must be one for me as well right?
As long as I have my heart stil in control and my berserker mode on control as well... I will continue my search that has begun.... 10 years ago.... when I discovered my family secrets... dark secrets... all of them are impriisioned in me... witchcraft... sorcery... their anger and resentment towards the people who misjudge us.... all of that accumulated anger of my pasts lives has reached their breaking point... I am afraid I can't hold it much longer.... farewell I hope I can make up for my wrongdoing in the afterlife.... and I hope that every pain and scar I caused might heal with the time... at the year 2010 I shall be gone... to a temple near HOnk kong to learn more of spiritual puroty.. so I might become a better exhorcist than I am now.... i hope this might redeem me
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