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..Uhh..
Aparently..
i'm smart. today, i received a letter regarding my education.
the letter had told me about a six day trip to washington dc for a seminar..
it's for the young leaders program...
i'm turning them down though. i know this would be a great experience for me and that i can learn many things that can help me achieve the goals that i have such as getting into my dream college and becoming a doctor..but i must think about my family.
being away for six days..
the cost for the trip (which is like $1,464)i mean with all that goes on..
such as the new renovations and the fact that i have a pet that i have to take care of..
i want to go i guess..
but i dnt think i can..
im doing this in the favor of my family.
i mean my mom's all for it..so is my dad and brother(well...actually..they called me crazy, 'cept my mom).
but it costs soo much.
ill wait til im older.
i think it might benefit me better then..but it's good..that people actually notice my academic skills and such.
but im scared... sad
i think they might use a lot of REALLY long words that i might not know...
ughh..
and then ive been to washington dc before..
it's scary..eheh.
well please leave comments suggesting what i should do.
i need help.