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I dont like to have feelings for peoople and never thought I would, but find it strange that he both hurts me and makes me happy... is this truly love or am I just an idiot that thinks they finaly found someone worth talking to and being with. Am I justy dreaming or is it all reality? I think its both, though I my self am not sure if I am real myself. Everything feels so fake and true its so confusing to really be able to comprehend it really... man I hate my life...its so full of nothing, making it a worthless object. stare