lets see........we went shopping for new clothes friday night because my mom said ....not in these words but this is the meaning "i'll be to lazy tomorrow to shop" so we shopped and my mom did not want to spend a lot of money so we went to the thrifty shoppie thing and some other one like it i got another throw over shirt and a pair of very very great fitting jeans eek , that one surprised me normally they have those crappy ones that barly fit, but i have to normally get them because my mom did not want me to only get shirts ....but that throw over shirt is the only shirt i found that was good i mean come on, normally they have at least two good shirts...but not on fridays.....(i wanted swim trucks but...EEEEEWWWWWW i refuse to try those on so i'm keeping my old swim trunks they are a bit small but they will do...i found them in the back of my closet i thought i lost them...damn i hoped i would not) after i was done and ready to go ..my mom came to the sense that we were in a store and it was FULL of clothes she had to try on....yay!!! (NOT) so while she was doing that i was looking at books and i found two interesting books one was on a nation of hunters that have fire crafters and are fighting a war to survive...really boring in the beginning but near the 4 chapter it got good, fight scenes depicted beheadings and things of that sort(i found another book that was interesting by the four chap. so...naturly i had to look and get it to)
its called "the darkness in him"...very interesting a senior at a high school(its fiction mind you they do not tell you were) this kid (forgot his name it was like 11 when i read it) was popluar and had a great and hot girl friend (like mine)that many liked but knew to stay away from....but one night at a party he got into a fight with his girlfriend because he is really focused on his school work to become a lawyer (dumbass...not like for the rest of this journal entry) so he never gives up time for her and hes drunk by this time so he does not try to get her back that night ...he walks out and sees his friends drunken crying girlfriend...so he confurts her as she tells him her boyfriend is cheating on her..he tells her he broke up with jordan (ha i remeber some of it and ya its the girlfriends name) so we know how misery loves company so they start makeing out and they (the main character and ...i think kitty...i think me has to look) go back to the main characters house and.....one thing leads to another and they have sex
..with out pertection (quess what happens) miss kitty gets pregnant and she talks to him at a cafe in the middle of the night a few weeks later telling him this they put down a plan to wait a few weeks than get the child tested to see if its her boyfriends or the main characters ...he agrees (she believes abortion is a sin so thats out) and than he comes back to her in the parking lot to ask that she not say anything to her friends (he does not want this to spread) but its icy and he slips a little and he grips her hand harder than he wanted to ...she thinking some one wants to rape...murder or hurt her, she flings her arm back ward (he is behind her and she can't see him) and she slips but she hits the ground with a hug thud!!!! and shes out and thats as far as i got i think she might be dead..that would make a interesting twist that might lead to an investigation but the cops may not think its him for a few reasons
1)he was wearing a thick jacket gloves and a hat which he almost never wears as he stated 2) the main witness is an old lady with very thick glasses and she has bad eye sight even with them on 3)he was wearing his glasses which he almost never wear becaus ethey are thick to so he wears contacts 4)he had drove his friends care to the cafe insted of his own because his car had died before he could leave the drive way on the way to meet kitty 5) he almost never talks to kitty that much only when he has to (like when she confronted him wanting to meet at the cafe at midnight) so these points may make him a unlikly suspect but these things were on accident like the contacts drying out ,car dying, it being a cold night for a wind breaker and she picked to cafe
so this book sounds a little boring but to my mind i love it because there are so many ways this thing could change and to me thats GREAT!!!! i love books like these
but i'll shut up i have talked to much already
bye, off to play some slots!!!!
Edit: from what josh had said wouldn't know from the main characters sperm..well no i don't think the would have to wait for the kid to drvelop and it might die if the mother is dead and no one gets to her in time to get the kid out...plus it is to young....but you never know they might be able to thats why i love these things you would never know...(some parts are easy to figure out before they happen but others not so much)
another EDIT:
Kidneythieves Before I'm Dead lyrics
moon hangs around
a blade over my head
reminds me
what to do before im dead
night consumes light
the honesty i dread
reminds me what to do before im dead
to see you
to touch you
epochs fly, reminds me
what i hide, reminds me
the desert skies
cracks the spies
reminds me what i never tried
the ocean wide salted red
reminds me what to do before im dead
to see you
to touch you
to feel you
to tell you
the sun reclines.....remind me
the desert skies....remind me
the ocean wide salted red
reminds me
..um.....
chobits ending song
The town where everyone sleeps,
If I walk with nothing on my mind,
I can see it
Buried under the advancing crowd,
Is my trembling heart
Raison d'etre, in that way
Raison d'etre, in the same way
Smile, fall silent
Why do my emotions sway?
I'm looking for a key
I've always been looking
I can't see it anywhere
Where is key to that door...
What's more important then words?
The time keeps passing and you can't realize it
Waiting for a sign to be taught like this
Facing the vector that was pointed out
Raison d'etre, in today's world too
Raison d'etre, I believe it
A faint light shining on a real love
I'm looking for a reason
I've always been looking
Where could it have dissappeared?
Where is that reason to live...
I hesitate to continue in this deep labyrinth
The cloady lenses could brighten
Raison d'etre, in that way
Raison d'etre, in the same way
Smile, fall silent
Why do my emotions sway?
I'm looking for a key
I've always been looking
I can't see it anywhere
ok me done now
 Affliction of the mind · Sat Jun 11, 2005 @ 07:02pm · 10 Comments |
