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A breeze. A heart. A dream. It’s all gone. Here I am soaring down from heaven. Not knowing where I fell from. Wondering how the dreams I remember are slowly fading away. It’s leaving me bit by bit. Then the memories of you come to mind. The pain I've felt from seeing you with her. I felt a piece of my heart break. I’m torn apart inside. You’re the one I've loved all this time. Not knowing how I felt. Worse than falling here right now. I want to cry but I can’t. I've stared down at you from heaven. I felt so real, so happy, calm. Until my mirror of hope shatters and I'm here falling endlessly into the open sky. It’s cold, empty, lonely, bittersweet. The quiet of night and the color of morning are gone. Still I'm unable to believe how it’s possible that you don't love me. I always loved you. All I want is the warm touch of your cheek and the feeling of knowing you can look at me and be happy. But now that’s not possible. I know now that these wishes will never come true. Because to you I'm just another falling star.