when we were appart it hurt i cried every night even with the other he meant nothing to me no love or anythingit hurt me that i had to let you go on the phone when i told you it hurt and when i clicked to the other line i told him i didnt wanna talk that night i cut a W on my arm for youeverything fell appart i lost a friend i didnt care about my grades or anything i flunked test i felt miserable and when i talked to you and you said you found a girl....my heart felt like...it was stabed but i didnt wanna show it and i just wanted to leave and it seemed that everytime we talked after that we fought it was the first i ever saw you so angry at me and first that you layed a hand on me...i was....scared it was th first time.....i was.....scare of you....but i didnt show it after that i though you hated me...but the next day you said sorry like you always did and as always i forgave you....and even after that all that i did was draw..you all i could do was draw you i couldnt draw anything else...i wondered y but everynight when i went to sleep you were thereone night this dream....you ran to me i ran to you but when i tried to hold you you went right through and the thingyou saidbefore you faded away was"i love you and always will you wll always be my everything...."i woke up in tears i knew i needed you back i didnt want anyone else but you no one made me happy like you did so i left him..
the day you found out you wanted me back bu even when i wanted ou i didnt know if it was ok because i shut myselfand locked my love away forever chained it and everything but you promised it wont happen again ever...and the word you said that tore the chains off and unlocked mymlove again was"i love you mia i want you to be my everything again i want you to be the reason i love,live,and stay in the light"and i kissed you...i cried because i wanted my knight back my love my angel in disquise my star n im his sky back i always wanted my love back even when i said i moved on i didnt i never did i wanted you back like da song says "I want mah baby backand i though it would be easy but its hard for me ta let u go"^^
happy were together again n now im happy that were gettin married im gonna be your wifey im in love in true love after i read that you fough for me....i knew this is real love i never found a love like this.....im glad i found it n this is real....its not another dream im happy that its real i dont wanna lose it so ill do whatever to keep you make you happy and keep you going...im gonna do what i told you when i told you how i treated a guy ill make every day more enjoyable then the last ill brighten your day even when i couldnt brighten my own even though were so far apart....i dont care i love you either way and no oter because no one here can compare to you no one ever will and if someone by chance does they dont have 1 thing that you got n thats my heart heart heart heart heart n you'll always have it if we leave each other again youll still have it because....i love you and you'll never be replaced...i love you
to my husby
my star
my chibi prince!
like it says  by mia A.K.A miz nevarez heart
 Emo Girlgamer · Fri Nov 09, 2007 @ 02:39am · 2 Comments |
