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Children sleep, parents sleep, so much violence ends in silence
It's a shame there's no-one to blame for all the pain that life brings
It's a shame there's no-one to blame for all the pain that life brings
And there's been a lot of pain in my life. On the outer, I'm a normal, occasionally angsty teenager, but not so deep inside, I'm constantly in pain, and cry myself to sleep every night. I can't tell anyone, because that in itself is a pain I cannot take, admitting that I am...
It shows, though. And it's getting harder to hide. My grades are going downhill, I'm lying to make myself look more interesting, more seamless, and I'm seriously contemplating killing myself. I wouldn't, though. In order to cope, I grew up with heaps of phobias, one of them pain and dying. In other words, I'm too scared to kill myself. Do I really deserve to live like this?
