There is a bit more to my child hood. My friends for example. My first friend was mat beach. We met in preschool and have been friends ever since. He was imaginative, active, and has a bit of a bad streak, some times we fought and ‘ended’ are friendship but we’d always come back together the fallowing morning. Eventually he was expelled from the school I was at. We are still friends, but I’m afraid his bad streak may have gotten worse; he has turned into a bit of an enigma with many conflicting stories about him. I think that all of them are at least partially true. He is still extremely intelligent and imaginative. We work on some projects together. To be honest… he gave me my backbone (figuratively speaking). The two of us had a romantic rivalry from day one. The girl was named tiffany. Looking back I have no idea why I liked her. She was manipulative and it was as if storm clouds fallowed her everywhere she went. Neither of us ever got her. Probably for the best. Whenever mat wasn’t at school (before he was expelled) I would be extremely bored… you see at first I thought that a person could only have one friend, so I didn’t play with anyone else when it was explained to me that, that isn’t so I was still pretty choosey [I have since then redefined my version of the word friend. To me a person isn’t a real friend innless you two will stay friends in till or even after death.]. I would play with a kid named Asuten, I don’t know much about him but I remember him being fast an athletic.
After matt was expelled (this happened around the second grade I think.) I needed someone else to play with at school or id go insane. I spent weeks searching with no luck. Then one day on top of the monkey bars I spotted a small boy running away from a group of five or ten other kids. I assumed that the kids chasing the boy were not his friends and that they probably meant him harm. I sprang into action. Running just a bit behind the boy and trying my best to keep the others from him. The next day I found him,(his name is Wesley.) he thought that I had been trying to hurt him. After I explained myself are relationship began. We eventually met a bunch of other people including my second friend. His name is Justin Davis. I will write more about him later.
When I go into places were a lot of people are talking, I hear all of them at once, like everyone is trying to talk to me at once each of them as loud as the other and I tried to understand all of it, no I had to understand all of it but I couldn’t… it crippled me… all a could do was either crumple to the floor walling and crying in till it was over, or run away with all my being in till I couldn’t hear them anymore. I eventually learned some tricks to tone them out… listing to only one sound, keeping focus on my hands, focusing my sight on a single thing, thinking to myself. These things have let me deal… but it doesn’t ever go away I just ignore it. It’s for this reason that I don’t like public places, that and a little paranoia. Now I’m going to jump ahead to the present day for a second because something amazing has happened to me. I heard that din, and it didn’t affect me. I’m going to have to see what else I can take.
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