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elo loves, welcum back to mi humble abode!

Yesterday was pretty fun. I went to church in the morning, caught up with sum friends,same old same old. When I got home I was soooo bored out of mind! A whole two hours pf just sitting there doing nothing! But then 5:15 rolled a round and I was a nervous wreck. Would he like me? Would he think I'm a freak? Will he be nervous? Five billion questions ran through my head as my dad drove me to the movie theaters. I was finally gunna get to meat Aaron. The guy my friend Justin had introdused me too. Well when we got there, I was stunned. He was soooo hott!! The pic he had sent me off him was ok, and when I saw it I thought *meh* But this boi was a hottie. Tall, with really nice blue eyes and the sexiest shag ever! I was still really nervous though. I think he might have been to , cuz he never really looked directly at me I felt so stupid! I just stood there with nothing in my head to say! I'm glad it was a *double date** otherwise, I would have been so skrewed. Well anyhoo, we saw Batman begins, which was actually surprisingly good. The whole time though, i kept saying to myself *spammit talk to the guy, or you'll regret being a stiff little B!@$%^!** So After the movie we actually talked!**gasp* AMAZING! he told me tht his church was having a youth thing , and tht it would be cool if I could come. Well the night ended, and after waiting for my mom fer freeking ever to come pick me up, I went home. I was kinda disapointed. I could have made the night so much better if I had just loosen up a bit! Fer like two weeks I talked to him every day on msn as a friend, so wh couldn't I talk to him on a date? Jeeze! But I did I have fun. I got to meet him, and hang with maddy and justin. I just hope tht next time, i won't be so stiff!

Man, i sound like a friggen cheerleader! **sigh** I seriously need to get a life.

anyways, peace out!