Welcome to my book of ryhmes,some of these may sound depressing at times.
My Friend
hello there my friend, id thought this would never end.
sadly this nightmare has become true as i am falling away from you. I wish i havent done the things ive done so much wrong, now you make me feel like i dont belong. i cant keep strong, im breaking down, i am alive but my life itself is about to drown. you've done so much for me, but i dont recall me doing anything good for thee. Now you have new friends and threw yourself away from me, am i even a part of your memory?It hurts to think, think about you having painful memories of you good and bad, either way they both get me sad. Ive screwed up bad, so many times ive got you mad, so many times ive said sorry, im full of regret making new friends is what ill fret, because nothing replaces a lost best friend...i wish this pain would just end...
I dont wanna hear it!
I dont want a hug from you because its not true, i dont want a kiss, i rather die because i know that everytime you say you love me its just another lie...
Ei en no ai
true love isnt jealousy and leaving you with trouble everywhere you look and see
true love isnt arrogant and cheating is ignorant
true love isnt to boast....
true love is to love through sickness and in health, if their living poor or through wealth, love is complication but for now we should worry about our education.
Us....
All that goes through my mind is we we we
not the game system i always wanted know as the wii
i ment him and me
i wish he could see...
that i just want us to be
together...
forever
i want him to know
that ill always love him so so so...
so much but if i ask he'd say no
so forever i will only feel woe
but i still cant tell because we wouldnt belive me anyway
sadly to my dismay....
ill just have to wait, but if its too late...my heart turns to decay
but my heart feels so damaged i might as well throw it away
or mabye just rip it apart...but that wouldnt be very smart
because it leaves a story to tell, love is art.
what does it matter,he never will read this poem, this ryhme
he never looked at these he never had the time
i cant tell him head on i have to be like a mime...
does he know i love him, or even a hint of what i feel?
is he kidding when he doesnt belive me when i saw this is real?
to not make him suspicious i have to make sure my mouth is under a seal
so nothing would come out to cause an ordeal.
what can i do to prove...
to prove that i love him ,what is my next move?
if i ever do cross his mind he probably thinks of me as arrogant...
annouying, ugly and ignorant
i know its true, i am stupid
but i wish there was a cupid
so he'd love me to
but there is no cupid so there must be somthing i could do...
u have to think,nothing old, nothing predictable, somthing new...
somtihng to prove what i feel for him is all true!
a part of me wants him to see this
but the majority of me doesnt want hm to see this sadness...
i fell like im falling into a vast abyss...
of complete total darkness...
but before i go...i just want to give him a kiss
but i mostly want to know....if i am the one thing he will mostly miss...
But when im gone...is there somthing im leaving? anything ive done here?
my end is near,
does he feels no sorrow? no pity? no fear?
silence is all i ever hear...
he must be gone...without a care...
how stupid of me to make this dare...
as he is far off in the distance all i can do i stare...
none of this seems to be fair...
by now he's only the size of a penny while my puddle of tears are the size of a lake.
id do anything for his sake...
would he do anything for my life? keeping me alive and awake?
or is this all just a dream? please tell me this is fake?...
mabye its a dream! when i awake ill bake him some cake!
i pinch myself but sadly its true, im walking into death while he's walking euphoricly.
i always thought he felt the same way, now he leaves me with a mystery
he gave me too many hints, so many keys
that he simply hates me but i still love him and will do whatever he please...
im covered in chains down to my knees.
The darkness is dragging me away,
leaving me with not much to say
i know ive done every thing wrong so i guess this is how ill pay
i dont care what happens to me, i just want him to be okay...
while im gone...i guess he will still think of me as nothing
not even dirt....anything..
anything lower than dirt at least think of me as somthing...
please...leave me in your memory
being with you, seeing you, loving you, breathing you, think of me...
Disapear
whats taking so long for his reply
doesnt matter it might be another lie
or somthing that would make me cry
so i might as well die
but i still might as well try
*sigh*
why does he take so long?
then again i might be wrong
as i lie in bed...
all that goes on in my head
is "was it somthing i said...
somthing he read?... "
i guess i should leave him alone to rest
that might be best
but nevertheless
we used to talk so much but i fear
that now it felt like you dissappear
"im busy" is all i ever hear
i wish you where near
i wish you where here
instead of anywhere.
this feels unfair
seems like you dont care
so all i can do is dare
to stay here at the computer and stare
untill the day i disappear in thin air...
My Red Rose
when i woke up from my bed
i found a rose next to my head
it was a beautiful bright red
was i in love? or was i dead?
then i remembered what i said...
"i want you to take this,from me to you,
to prove that my love for you is true
and also so that you knew
that i always did,and forever i will always love you"
Will you take this rose that resembles my heart?
or will you burn it and rip it apart?
will you accept my heart, my rose?
or will you just keep it there under your toes?
will you take it?
or break it?......
Why Suicide?
When you said were threw
i just didnt understand, is this true?
i just dont know what to do.
This is so shocking, so new...
What did i do to you?
If theres a reason...i wish i knew...
As i cried,
as i sighed,
i felt like i just died...
but that was only my heart
my life also has been torn apart.
Now all i can think of is commiting suicide.
Lifeless
I wish i could kiss you in the rain.
now it's too late, my heart's in pain.
This sadness caused me to go insane.
The last thing i wanted to do before i die,
my dear sweetie pie,
with one breath, one sigh,
this is no lie, i want you to know i love you, dont cry
i love you, good bye...
Endless Time
Time doesnt stop for anyone.
nor will i stop loving this special someone.
your my only one,
my love for you will never be undone.
I Wish...
Why does he not love me?
Do i bring him no glee?
Romance is always a mystery...
it has no secret key
so the answer is somthing i'll never see...
True Love
What some people say they feel
Usually isn't real
so of course it isn't a big deal.
what i feel for you
will always be true
now im just wondering....if you knew...
Dont Cheat
Love only one, dont cheat
or else you'll get beat
and never be able to get back up on your feet.
love one, only one
love only this special someone.
words you say, things your do, what ever you'll regret can never be undone.
your heart should be set,
no need to fret,
as long as you dont do somthing you'll regret
or else you'll never forget.
love only one, your heart is set.
Forever...
Ill love you whenever....
ill love you wherever.....
ill love you for whatever....
ill stop loving you...never...
i love you forever....
Im In Love
i wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away
i wrote you name on my hand but i accidently washed it away
i wrote it on paper but my dog tore it apart to my dismay
then i wrote it in my heart and forever it will stay
Broken Hearted
the one i love never knew i love him for real...
he doesnt know how i feel.
so i put my heart in an envolope closed with a tight seal.
so ill never feel this pain in this kind of ordeal...
when i say i love him he says he loves me...
but if he doesnt mean it he doesnt have to say it,lies bring me no glee.
only he can set this heart free...
saying you love someone and not meaning it is same as not saying it at all.
as i watch these stars fall,
i wish he would give me a call........
and say he loves me for real instead of treating my heart like a vodo doll......
as the years pass by i think and dream of him everyday.
i have left my heart in this envolope astray.....
i believe this heart has rot into decay.
but yet i still havent threw it away.
there should be somthing i could say....
but he'd just take it and and throw in in the trash and forever it will stay...
i have grown old and i ask myself why.....
why couldnt i just stop loving him i said as i sigh.....
i stare at my heart of dust,still not fixed...i loved him till the day i die
the seconds to my death nearly finish its countdown i still never got to tell him my last bye....
as i now fall to the ground,
i left my heart in a fire and since i was always alone nor my heart or body will be found.
in this empty house,with an empty soul noone heard the loud pound.
so now my lonely soul is left to rot away just like my heart.
because i just died a lonely old fart
God is wonderful
Most of us,as humans are like oranges,we have layers.
At home we act anyway we want to where noone cares.
But at school,to be cool,we act different so noone stares.
God is like an apple he has a core.
He loves us rich or poor.
He only acts like himself,nothing more.
God is our creator and cares for us all and theres many other reasons to love him for.
Into pieces
Life is a long journey,filled with pain and sadness
one's heart can only take so much of the madness.
sooner or later their heart will turn to pieces,break down into nothing more.
at first my heart felt sore.
everything I once had interest became poor.
all my life theres somthing i want,but i dont know what i was looking for.
Now it's to late
I have lost fate....
as i wait for you to come,
i start to cry some
please log on soon sometime this after noon
i hope you get better soon heart
The feeling of lonelyness.....
i feel alone....i sit in gym,doing nothing but watch others play and run.
every day never seems to be a happy one.
when i try to talk they never want me to join the fun.
my baby carefree days are gone,but i wish this pain would be done.
while i wait for the bell to ring so i could go home 2 miles away,
so i would hurry up and end the day.
but sadly year after year day after day everyday feels the same way.
i should be happy, i said.
as i lay in bed
somthing's not right somthing must be said,
but i dont know what it could be, i wish i knew so i just sat and read.........
The need to cry.....
i felt like i was gonna cry.
everything was like a lie.
right then i looked into the sky,
still no tear to drop out my eye.
my soul felt broken,
but yet no word to be spoken.
i sighed,there alone i sat looking down,
all day today all i could do was frown.
my life has no meaning,i have no purpose,my heart itself is crying
it feels that now my soul is dieing....
every moment i am sighing,
yet im still not crying........
